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    Missing: Maura Murray Part 1

    May 3, 2022

    On Monday, February 9th, 2004, 21-year-old University of Massachusetts nursing student, Maura Murray, crashed her vehicle into a snowbank in Haverhill, New Hampshire. A neighbor called 911, while another neighbor stopped to offer help. Maura, appearing uninjured, declined help, and the neighbor drove off. Approximately 7 minutes later, when police arrived, Maura had disappeared. She has never been seen or heard from since. 18 years later, the disappearance of Maura Murray has turned into one of the greatest debated mysteries in the world of true crime. There are countless theories, questions, and arguments that all ultimately end in two very important questions: where was Maura driving that night and where is she now?

    Who is Maura Murray?

    Maura Murray was born on May 4, 1982 in Brockton, Massachusetts to Fred and Laurie Murray. Fred was a medical technician and Laurie was a nurse. At the age of 6, Fred and Laurie divorced, leaving the 5 Murray children living primarily with Laurie. Freddie Jr., Kathleen, Julie, Maura, and Kurtis spent their childhood in nearby Hanson. It was a small town, so the siblings spent much of their time together, entertaining themselves by, as older sister Julie said, “giving each other shit.” Maura had to adapt quickly to being the second youngest, by developing a quick wit to deal with her older siblings. She was a smart girl from a young age, routinely beating both Freddie Jr. and Julie in chess. It wasn’t long before Maura’s astounding athletic ability began to show itself. In elementary school, she set a record for the 1.5 mile run, not only beating her female classmates, but all of the boys as well. In fact, her record set the fastest time of anyone who had ever passed through the school system at that time. 

    Maura was described as kind, smart, funny, and someone who could bring excitement and life to any situation. She had a beautiful smile and big dimples that could light up rooms. When she started her freshman year at Whitman-Hanson Regional High School, she was quick to follow in Julie’s footsteps by joining the track and cross country teams. She even made the varsity basketball team as a freshman. In her sophomore year, she qualified for the US Nationals in track and finished 33rd in the country in the 2 mile race. Maura’s success wasn’t limited to academics. She took multiple advanced placement classes, was in the Latin club, National Honor Society, and tutored others, including her siblings. Maura formed a tight knit group of friends at school that grew closer throughout their four years. They often competed with each other for high grades and top of the class. Maura ended up scoring a 1420 out of 1600 on her SATs.

    Maura’s father, Fred, was very involved with his children. He would pick up Maura and Julie from school and take them to practices and meets. Julie said that he never missed a race. Fred was especially supportive of the girls being so active, as he was an avid hiker and runner. Maura and her siblings loved to join her father on weekend trips to the mountains for hiking and camping, her favorite area being in the White Mountains in New Hampshire. 

    Though the two girls often tested each other’s patience, like most sisters, Julie loved having a built-in best friend. She and Maura would always sit next to each other on the bus rides to and from track meets, where they’d gossip and talk strategy. Julie graduated two years before her sister and decided to attend West Point, a four-year military academy in New York. Maura would travel from Massachusetts to West Point to watch Julie’s track meets, and Julie often told her sister how much she loved attending the school. When it was time for Maura to graduate, she held tons of athletic records at the high school and finished fourth in her class. She was awarded the Boston Globe All Scholastic for cross country, which was a huge honor in high school sports in Massachusetts. Unsurprisingly, Maura had her choice of colleges to attend in the fall. She received recruitment letters from very prestigious schools, including Harvard and Yale, but ultimately chose West Point and was awarded a congressional nomination from Ted Kennedy, the senator of Massachusetts at the time.

    West Point

    The first summer at West Point is reportedly the most difficult time. It’s called the beast barracks and is very physically and mentally challenging. Sometimes, Julie would visit her younger sister to smuggle her cookies. One time, she found her sister crying alone in the barracks. Julie was worried about Maura, but like most things, Maura was ultimately able to make it through the summer and began to find her place in the classroom and on the track. While in school, she met another student named Bill (Billy) Rausch. The two began dating and Maura seemed to be happy with him.

    Unfortunately, in Maura’s sophomore year, she made a bad decision that put her spot at West Point in jeopardy. During a trip to Fort Knox, while shopping at the post exchange with a friend, Maura stole about 5$ worth of makeup. She was caught and had to stand in front of the honor academy at the school who would decide what her punishment would be. Julie asked her sister why she stole the makeup, she had money and didn’t need to steal it. Maura didn’t have an answer and was just embarrassed about what she’d done.

    After a cadet’s second year at West Point, they are required to take an oath, which would obligate them to spend five years serving military duty. With her impending sentence for stealing and commitment to the military coming up, Maura decided to withdraw from West Point and enter the nursing program at the University of Massachusetts Amherst. Looking back at this time in Maura’s life, some wonder if she’d committed the small theft in order to leave West Point without being considered a quitter. Though Maura was doing well at school, West Point was an extremely demanding school, a place designed to test its students in every way possible. She may have made the decision that it just wasn’t the place for her.

    Events Leading up to Disappearance

    In the first semester of 2002, Maura transferred to UMass, continuing her previous major from West Point of chemical engineering. However, in the fall of 2002, she made the decision to change her major to nursing, seemingly following in her mother’s footsteps. Maura and Bill continued dating long distance, and she was welcomed to the track team and made several close friends on the team. Despite being at a new school and being accepted into the nursing program, Maura still found herself in trouble. In the fall semester of 2003, she was placed on probation at UMass after she was caught using a stolen credit card number. The only charges on the credit card were for food, including deliveries from several nearby restaurants. The total of the charges were under $250 and the judge told Maura that as long as she stayed out of trouble for 3 months, they would take the incident off of her record. She was never arrested, but a photo of her was taken by officers outside of her dorm room. Nobody seems to know why Maura did this. 

    In order to earn some extra money, Maura had two on campus jobs: working at an art gallery and as dorm security. On Thursday, February 5th, 2004, Maura began her shift at 7PM at the front desk in the Melville dorm. She was there to help check in guests, assist students who’d been locked out of their rooms, and to verify the IDs of students who lived in the dorm.  At 7:17PM, she called her boyfriend Billy, talking to him for 20 minutes. She called him again, talking to him for 6 minutes at 9:56PM. At 10:10, Maura called her sister, Kathleen, talking to her for almost 30 minutes. Kathleen later told police that this conversation was unremarkable, nothing was out of the ordinary and that Maura wasn’t acting strangely. At 12:07AM, still at the dorm working, Maura called Billy again, talking to him for 7 minutes.

    Around 1AM, one of Maura’s supervisors was notified that Maura was extremely upset and having a “break-down.” The supervisor, Karen Moyette, arrived at Melville Hall to find Maura sitting behind the desk completely zoned out. Karen tried to ask her what was wrong, but Maura wasn’t answering. She told her that it was okay if she left work now, that she’d walk her back home. Maura didn’t move or make any attempt to start collecting her belongings. Karen walked behind the desk and began putting Maura’s school books in her bag and helped her stand up. Karen tried to ask Maura what was wrong, but all Maura could say was “my sister, my sister.” She didn’t elaborate. When they arrived back at Kennedy Hall, where Maura lived, Karen offered to walk her up to her room and to hang out with her for a bit until she felt better. Maura thanked her, but said it was fine, that she had a roommate upstairs who she could talk to. Karen even suggested that Maura go to an on-campus counselor, but Maura declined. Reportedly, Karen also gave Maura her phone number and offered to bring her Dunkin’ Donuts in the morning. She told Maura goodnight and watched as she walked into her dorm. She had no idea that Maura had lied to her about having a roommate, as she actually lived in a single room. That was the last time that Karen saw Maura. For quite some time, it was widely speculated what happened during Maura and Kathleen’s phone call. Many believed that because all she said was “my sister,” that something had upset her from that phone call. A Murray family member said that Kathleen struggled with alcohol addiction and it was possible she may not remember the conversation. During the Oxygen special, Kathleen told interviewers that her husband had recently picked her up from rehab, then driven her straight to a liquor store. She said that it could’ve been hearing that her sister had relapsed that caused Maura to be so upset that night. However, there was almost three hours that passed between Kathleen and Maura’s phone call and her breakdown.

    The next day, Friday, February 6th, classes at UMass were canceled due to a snow storm. On Saturday, February 7th, Fred drove to UMass. At the time, Fred was working away from home in Connecticut and staying at a hotel. Because of this, he was much closer to Amherst. That prior week, Fred withdrew $4,000 from his bank account, saying that it was intended to buy Maura a new car. Julie said that her father was old school and liked to deal in cash. He said that they went shopping around Amherst, looking at used vehicles. The 1996 Saturn that Maura drove was in decent shape, but Fred said it wasn’t running that well. They narrowed it down to two vehicles, but ultimately made the decision to not rush, and that Fred would come back down the next weekend. At 3:21PM, Maura called Julie to talk about the cars they found and which one was her favorite. She told her that she and Fred were going to dinner that night. This was the last time that Julie ever spoke to her sister.

    Later that evening, Fred, Maura, and her good friend Kate Markopoulos went for dinner and drinks at the nearby Amherst Brewing Company. At dinner, Maura and Kate decided that they were going to head to a party afterwards at a dorm room on campus. The girls and Fred stopped by the liquor store to grab a few things for the party, then they dropped Fred off at his hotel. Maura took his new Corolla and drove herself and Kate back to campus to the party at Sara Alfieri’s dorm. Sara was a friend of Maura’s from her job at the art gallery. There are conflicting stories about this party. Some say that the room was packed, while others say that it was just a few friends. Unfortunately, both Kate and Sara have said in interviews (just after the disappearance AND throughout the years) that they don’t recall exactly who was there.

    The girls enjoyed drinking, music, and socializing at the party. Around 1AM, Sara had “passed out” or fallen asleep, while the party continued around her. Around 230AM, Kate and Maura decided to leave. Some sources say that Maura told people that she was going to head back upstairs to her dorm. This didn’t make sense, as Maura lived in a different dorm. Kate said that Maura insisted on taking her father’s car back to his motel. Kate said that she told Maura to wait until morning, that she should just head back to her room, but Maura continued to insist. Kate left for her dorm room and Maura got into her father’s car. There are conflicting rumors about whether the two girls left the party with a male.  At 330AM, Maura crashed her dad’s car into a T-section of road, just outside of the UMass campus. At 3:33AM, police arrived on scene and found Maura with the vehicle that was totalled. An accident report that was shared by Julie reported that a UMass police cadet was “standing by.” According to the UMass web site, “police cadets are paid, non-sworn, student employees who have an interest in law enforcement or who want to pursue a career in law enforcement.” It’s unclear if this cadet just happened upon the accident scene, or if he was possibly already in the car with Maura??!! Maura had left her cell phone at the party, so she had no way of calling the police, so it’s also unclear how police were notified and on scene so quickly.  According to the same report, the accident was determined to be “due to operator inattention.” Maura was not given a ticket, a sobriety test, or any medical attention. She got into the passenger’s seat of the tow vehicle, who dropped her off at her father’s hotel.

    It was early Sunday morning, still dark outside, when Maura arrived at the hotel. She was in the lobby for a while because she didn’t have access to her father’s room. Finally, she was able to get in his room and used his phone to call her boyfriend at 538AM. Later that morning, she admitted to her dad that she’d wrecked his car. Fred was understandably upset. Both he and Julie said that Maura was much more upset and disappointed in herself than anyone was with her. Fred found that insurance would cover the vehicle and provide him with a loaner car. That afternoon, he dropped Maura back off at her dorm. She was still visibly upset. This would be the last time that Fred ever saw his youngest daughter.

    That evening, Maura worked a shift at the art gallery, then retrieved her cell phone from Sara. She checked her voicemail at 826PM and called her father later. They spoke about her picking up accident forms from the wreck that morning. She promised she’d get them tomorrow and give him a call.

    Sometimes after midnight, Maura used her dorm computer to make several searches for directions to Burlington, Vermont and other locations in the White Mountains of New Hampshire. She also had several searches for pregnancy terms, which were later explained by a nursing assignment she had to define certain pregnancy terms and send them to other students. This was confirmed by another student in Maura’s class. Around 4AM, she submitted her homework online and finished her computer work. That afternoon, now Monday, February 9th, at 12:55PM, she called a condo owner in Bartlett, New Hampshire. Maura and her family had stayed at this location before. The call lasted approximately 3 minutes and Maura did not book anything. At 1PM, she sent an e-mail to her boyfriend, Billy, that said, “I love you more stud, I got your messages, but honestly, i didn’t feel like talking to much of anyone, i promise to call today though love you, maura”. 

    At 1:13PM, Maura called a fellow nursing student to ask her if it was okay for her to return some clothing that she had borrowed from her. The friend told her not to worry about it. At 1:24PM, Maura sent an e-mail to her professors stating that there had been a death in her family and that she was having to leave campus unexpectedly. There was no death in the family. At 2:18PM, she called a ski resort in Stowe, Vermont. The call lasted for just 1 minute. At 2:18PM, she left a voicemail for Billy. 

    Maura’s friend, Erin O’Neill, was the one who she’d called earlier about returning clothes she’d borrowed. During the call, she’d told Erin that there was a family emergency, something having to do with her sister, and that she was going to bring the clothes back. Erin wasn’t concerned, and ended up falling asleep in her dorm room. Around 3PM, she heard a knock on her door, but ignored it and fell back asleep. Later, she found a bag of clothing outside of her door. It seemed that Maura had dropped off the clothing. 

    At 3:15PM, Maura withdrew $280 from her bank account at an ATM. This left her with under $20 in her bank account. There is surveillance video and photos of Maura at the ATM, but nothing appeared out of the ordinary. At 3:43PM, Maura purchased $40 worth of liquor from a nearby store. Julie noted that on the receipt from the liquor store, there was a line titled “cans and bots” for the amount of $3.95. In the state of Massachusetts, cans can be redeemed for 5 cents a piece. This would have meant that Maura came into the store with 79 cans. Julie said that this was strange to her. At some point, Maura picked up the accident forms that she’d discussed getting with Fred. At 4:37PM, she checked her dorm phone voicemail from her cell phone, which lasted for about 4 minutes. This was the last outgoing cell phone activity found on Maura’s phone. Around 5PM, Maura received a call that pinged within 20 miles of Londonderry, New Hampshire, just north of the New Hampshire border with Massachusetts. It’s unknown who this call was from.

    Maura’s big sister Julie, along with the rest of her family, continues to fight for her. Julie answered a few questions for us over email to give us a bit more insight on some of the points of her sister’s life and her disappearance:

    We asked Julie what her thoughts were about Maura’s minor theft from West Point; “Yes, West Point is very demanding, by design, especially the first two years. It tests you physically, emotionally, and intellectually.  It is certainly not for everyone.  Maura had no problem with the physical and academic side, but the military part was just not something for her in my opinion.  Cadets have to take an oath after their second year and commit to five years of military service.  I believe in my gut the petty theft of under $5 worth of make-up was a way to avoid having to make that commitment to active duty service.  A way out.  This type of honor violation would probably not have resulted in expulsion (I have many friends who did far worse and were not kicked out, they received hefty disciplinary actions), I think she also knew that too and it impacted her decision.”

    Regarding the phone calls that Maura made on the night that she was working at the dorm and got so upset. Remember that she had a call with her oldest sister, Kathleen, around 10PM, then with her boyfriend, Bill later on. Maura didn’t get upset until later in the evening. This is what Julie thinks:  “Yes, she did have a conversation with Bill later on, I don’t know exactly what they discussed.  It could certainly have been upsetting to her though, I don’t rule that out.  It is also possible that Maura was feeling like an empath to Kathleen and stayed strong for her on the 10 pm call, but then the weight of the relapse hit her later.  I’m not sure.  What I’m more curious about is what calls she made on the dorm phone system.  I haven’t seen those records.  Maura shared a cell phone plan with Bill, so if she was talking to another guy she wouldn’t have used the cell phone she shared with Bill.”

    The Accident

    At 7:27PM that same night, Faith Westman called 911 to report that there was a car off the road just outside of her home in Haverhill, New Hampshire. She lived on Route 112, on the inside corner of the road just as it made an almost 90 degree turn. She said that the vehicle was traveling eastbound, but had ended up facing westbound in a ditch. She also said that she could see a man smoking a cigarette in the vehicle. It wasn’t a surprise that a vehicle had crashed there. The turn was especially tricky in the snow and ice, even more so at night. 

    At 7:29PM, Sergeant Cecil Smith from the Haverhill Police Department was dispatched to the scene. Shortly after Faith’s call, Butch Atwood pulls up by the wrecked vehicle in his school bus. He was returning from driving students home after a ski trip. He saw that the vehicle was damaged and stopped to speak to the female. He asked how she was, to which the female replied that she was okay, just shaken up. He said he didn’t see any blood on her face and that she was shaking. He asked if she wanted him to call 911. Atwood said that the female declined his offer, saying that she’d already called AAA. He knew this was untrue because there was no cell service in the area. Atwood lived just down and across the street. He parked the school bus in his driveway and called 911 from his house at 7:43PM. According to phone transcripts, Atwood told police that the vehicle hit a pine tree, that the driver was shaken up. He said that the airbag had deployed and that there was heavy damage to the car. Afterwards, Atwood reportedly said that the female that he spoke with had her hair down, which Julie said was extremely odd, as her sister NEVER wore her hair down. He was also shown pictures of Maura, and he said the woman he spoke with did not look like her. The Westmans, both Faith and her husband Tim, witnessed Atwood’s bus stopped by the accident. Contrary to what his wife had told dispatch earlier about there being a man in the vehicle smoking a cigarette, Tim said that he believed the small light they saw was from a cell phone. 

    The Marottes, who lived on the same side of the road that the vehicle was on, further down, reported that they saw reverse lights from their window. At 7:10, an undisclosed witness left work and began driving home. While traveling down Swiftwater Road, a police SUV approached the witness from behind, with its emergency lights on. The SUV passed the witness and continued down the road. The witness remembered seeing the number “001” on the back of the SUV. The witness then turned onto Route 112 and saw the same SUV with its emergency lights on. It reportedly pulled up behind them again and passed them. (I’m not exactly sure how this happened, if they took different routes and the officer just ended up behind them again??) Once the witness reached the site of the accident on 112, they saw the “001” police SUV parked nose to nose with a dark vehicle. This description fits the dark green Saturn that Maura was driving. According to blogs, this witness’ story has been corroborated multiple times with the Murray family. At 7:46PM, a police cruiser marked “002” arrived at the crash scene. This vehicle was driven by Sergeant Cecil Smith. Both Atwood and Faith Westman said that it was a cruiser, not an SUV. When Smith arrived on scene, he found the dark green Saturn locked and abandoned. At 7:50PM, another witness drove by the scene and saw the police cruiser marked “002” and two people standing beside the vehicle. It’s unknown who she saw. There was approximately seven minutes between the time that Atwood had spoken to the driver of the vehicle and Sergeant Smith arrived on scene. In that short time, Maura Murray disappeared.

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